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fidgetfit
06:25
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LYRICS:
wonderful friend dont u go
just now that im getting to know
pits of peaches roll ur floor
do u think youd take 1 more
wonderful friend lets try and pretend
like we wouldnt forget this in a month or so
but wonder how it would turn out
if you wouldnt go
to the deep deep north
break my body
and split
this problem
in two into
its not okay
but im better that way
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tell me bout the ppl that u know
tell me bout ur 100,000 shows
if u dont remember how it goes
just make it all up ill never know
remember that ur trying to forget
visions of rebirth and thirst for death
i kiss u with my hands around ur neck
whimpering and shaking on ur chest
smoking weed and sucking dick is back
my summer style is all about this track
santa cruz is shitty thats a fact
but every other options just as wack
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real
04:21
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LYRICS:
i just wanna break my skull open, its not 2 much 2 ask
survival should be easy shit, but my heads 2 big looks like i gotta blast
hope and fear feel so different from each other to me
but every year after year, both produce the same path
rushing away from whatever happened or happened to have
kept me alive, with a terrified or dreamy look inside the corner of my eye
whispering, "ill fucking die if i keep living like this, but i know i can find myself
a real life to live"
when i was 7 i wrote a song that goes like this
and i laughed at how bad it was and its meaninglessness
bcuz i had nothing to hide.
and she sang:
"why do i try to deny. this life in which ive lived a lie.
why do i try to deny."
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i just wanna break my face open, i cant see thru the mask
but when i pound it on the mirror another whole new curse is cast
hope and fear play good cop bad cop and you dunno what they wanna hear
but get a gun and now the question floors yours
and u can ask them who the hell all these desires are for
because ur getting pretty sure its not "we"
oh who could it be? who could it be~
tuck me in the creekbed from the summers as a kid
cattails n damselflies n cheese on string to fish
crawdads who had nothing to hide
and they sang:
"why do i try to deny. this life in which ive lived a lie.
why do i try to deny."
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theres no such thing as a real life, its just 2 much 2 ask
i must have to step thru this mirror, i lost the whole day tryna step back
hope to fear not that if youll ever feel good or not-
fear to lose the chance to love whos still here
in appalachia
or the ice lakes to the north
yeehaw in texas, cry in oly n denver n of course
upon the california shore.
the salty seas ive seen shall show me my form.
theres no real life thats just a boring fantasy
you built to escape a world that crushes ur dreams
until uve nothing left to hide
til u sing:
"why do i try to deny. this life in which ive lived a lie.
why do i try to deny."
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3. |
strength cover
03:19
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https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/track/strength-2
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4. |
ask bruce
02:32
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5. |
box
04:08
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LYRICS:
heres seeds for fruitless self abuse
no tears no never speak the thoughts
heres some bomb ass free psychadelics
go hide and fix your head with rocks
now the seeds have grown to trees
so cut em down, theyll build ur box
get in and never get out, you get to drive it around
u press on the gas, it just lays on the ground
so u lay on the horn but just the speakers scream out
sez "dive outta bounds where its safe and sound past dirt and down"
downdowndowndowndowndown downdowndown downdown downdown
cold beers n spliffs 4 days
but the timelines late at night still break the mind
he was goofus on the left, now she is gallant on the right
smiling and sterile
lean in and she speaks says "times gone by"
"its too late to change learn how to die"
pulls u thru the pale blue light
sets fire to ur future and warms up this freezing night
u grew it u can cut it down
they built it but we'll burn it dowowowowaoaowon
downdowndowndowndowndown downdowndown downdown downdown
the only friend that ever stays
is super smash brothers melee
released for nintendo gamecube 2001
on november 21, a scorpio sun
love so deep u cant believe until its done
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6. |
slide
00:35
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7. |
mine
04:58
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LYRICS:
before the sun can rise ill drive thru boonies off the 1 screaming at the weak light ill keep you sleeping tight with the covers up to your eyes.
you see me a way i only wish i could believe.
i know better but i like that youre wrong cuz i cant help but play along.
every morning id sink under the slime without your sweet breath pushing your chest into mine, i push it deeper til the scream of your breath held and your calm's absence and exit, clawing thru my guts
every morning id sink under the slime without your sweet breath pushing your chest into mine, i push it deeper til the scream of my breath held and my calm's absence and exit, clawing thru your gut
love is what love is. love is what? love is when you do anything, anything at all.
please keep me from slipping back to dead realities thats your spell no one knows it not myself my family no nobody else
please hold me closer as im spiraling out and let the twirl twist our hearts up and they beat without us, love its not like its u that i dont believe rn i just cant believe in anything
i pull u deeper and were spiraling down n now the twirl twists are hearts together n they drown us girl its not like its u that i cant believe rn it just wont believe in anything
love is what love is. love is what? love is when you do anything to keep me close to you.
you could be set free.
a ghost to roam the most
gray ceaseless sky/sea.
but youre here with me
forced to fit ur pattern of pathetic emotion between the bottom of the void and the roof of an ocean, i hope well call it love
o glory , and above
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LYRICS:
carbon based my whole life long
id like to try another form
like silicon or lightning in a cloud.
i was always just a mirror of
the people in my range of touch
id use their speech
and match the way they moved.
all until i fell in love
with another mirror who built me up
a moon for a moon
a two way mom 4 mom.
we struck a romance three years long
i kept it close i had it strung
across my chest
it fell off in the night
id never felt so light.
gone gone gone gone
drank mountain dew his whole life long
his character was founded on
in part by
the kid that loved the dew.
but schotter said hed made it up
at age 11 filled his cup
and murmured
itd be cool to be that kid.
it helped him be til 21
when he looked down what hed become
his body
in swollen atrophy.
and what if what my brains sick from
the same damn trip that he was on
if i chose it
the hole inside my dome
if i carved it on my own.
gone gone gone gone
id rather just be dead than dumb
i cried and thought of where id run
my body
into a ceaseless quiet void.
it helped me sleep
til 21 when i realized that what id done
was average
my sadness second rate.
so write a chorus four lines long
with just one word that gets too strong
and sour
like a forgotten pot of tea.
i never wanna sing this song
with practiced lips and clockwork arms
like empty sex
or a low wage service job.
id rather it be used to calm
a stormy sea
defuse a bomb
or smash a window thick with synthetic fog
and show me what i mean.
gone gone gone gone
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9. |
dancing cover
03:15
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morning bun Santa Cruz, California
portal hopscotch competition
double elim
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